He asked me, what did I see in him?

From the question, I know tonight's conversation gonna be serious again, like hell.

I keep the question unanswered, even though I have a lot to say.

I closed my eyes, hearing every thing he said.

Yes, sure. It kills me inside.

How can I pretend not to hurt when someone I love said he hates me?

It hurts a lot. By time I promise not to cry again, I failed. Night with tears, again.

I wish he knows, I love everything about him.

Every single thing.
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Awak, awak manja.
Awak mahukan perhatian.
Awak minta perhatian dengan cara awak sendiri.

Bila awak mencebik buat muka merajuk, geram saya.
Rasa nak gigit je bibir tu.
Remember the first time you made that face?
Yes, in the car when we were heading to Bagan Lalang.
You said, 'Awak ada wishlist, saya pun ada wishlist saya'
Before I let you touch me for the first time.
It was a good touch then (:

Remember our first kiss?
The same day.
I feel so loved.
and it was the first time ever you said, 'I love you'.
It feels so nice then.

Going through the sweet phase really made my day.

You are really something.
To other girls, there is not much thing you do, they say.
But to me, you've done more than enough.

I love you.
I love your smile.
I love you laugh.
I love it when you get jealous, but pretend not to.
I love it when you get spoil.
I love it when you get angry.
I love it when you tease me to your heart content.
I love it when you said, 'Haa jeles lah tu' when I'm trying not to~

What I see in you?

I see someone who can love and understand me the way no one would be.

How can I not love you when everything you do is making me fall in love again and again.

The way you treat me.
The way you concern.

Sayang.
I miss you so much.
I miss our moment together.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry for the mistakes I made.
Mungkin silap saya tu takkan dapat ditebus pada mata awak.

I know,
I was really stupid.

Saya cuma sayangkan awak.
Saya tak dapat nak describe perasaan saya.
I was not being rational that time.
I was so afraid.
I was scared.

Sayang,
I'm sorry I made you grow hates in me.
I wish every thing was a dream.

I know, I cannot turn back the time we were happy together.

I have no right to decide.

Sayang.
I really miss you like hell.

Hafiz,
saya rindu awak.



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Assalamualaikum & Hello Peeps !

I'm hoping no one will find this blog.
I'm just expressing my feelings about my relationship here.

He asked me, what did I see in him?

From the question, I know tonight's conversation gonna be serious again, like hell.

I keep the question unanswered, even though I have a lot to say.

I closed my eyes, hearing every thing he said.

Yes, sure. It kills me inside.

How can I pretend not to hurt when someone I love said he hates me?

It hurts a lot. By time I promise not to cry again, I failed. Night with tears, again.

I wish he knows, I love everything about him.

Every single thing.
- - - - - - - -  -


Awak, awak manja.
Awak mahukan perhatian.
Awak minta perhatian dengan cara awak sendiri.

Bila awak mencebik buat muka merajuk, geram saya.
Rasa nak gigit je bibir tu.
Remember the first time you made that face?
Yes, in the car when we were heading to Bagan Lalang.
You said, 'Awak ada wishlist, saya pun ada wishlist saya'
Before I let you touch me for the first time.
It was a good touch then (:

Remember our first kiss?
The same day.
I feel so loved.
and it was the first time ever you said, 'I love you'.
It feels so nice then.

Going through the sweet phase really made my day.

You are really something.
To other girls, there is not much thing you do, they say.
But to me, you've done more than enough.

I love you.
I love your smile.
I love you laugh.
I love it when you get jealous, but pretend not to.
I love it when you get spoil.
I love it when you get angry.
I love it when you tease me to your heart content.
I love it when you said, 'Haa jeles lah tu' when I'm trying not to~

What I see in you?

I see someone who can love and understand me the way no one would be.

How can I not love you when everything you do is making me fall in love again and again.

The way you treat me.
The way you concern.

Sayang.
I miss you so much.
I miss our moment together.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry for the mistakes I made.
Mungkin silap saya tu takkan dapat ditebus pada mata awak.

I know,
I was really stupid.

Saya cuma sayangkan awak.
Saya tak dapat nak describe perasaan saya.
I was not being rational that time.
I was so afraid.
I was scared.

Sayang,
I'm sorry I made you grow hates in me.
I wish every thing was a dream.

I know, I cannot turn back the time we were happy together.

I have no right to decide.

Sayang.
I really miss you like hell.

Hafiz,
saya rindu awak.



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