I went to sleep early that night.

And suddenly woke up in daze.

I reinstalled my Whatsapp app after uninstalling it the day before.

Just to check on him.

*Last seen on 19:33*

just a moment later, he went Online and I was like, damn. Hey you there, you don't know how much I miss you, right? I wonder.

I tried to make a call.

Actually, I've been missing his voice and I was hoping I can hear it even for a second only.

It's ringing there.

and,

'Hello'

I can finally listening to his voice, even the way he talked like.....hmm...

a question that I really want to ask,

'Awak nak saya betul-betul pergi?'

'Kalau boleh.'

and automatically tears streaming down my cheeks again, shit, shit. Stop it, I said to myself. I tried to control my feeling but argh. I hate this situation.

He insisted me to leave.

I have to accept that, don't you think?
Making efforts at time life this won't give any different.

'Ada apa-apa lagi tak nak cakap?' he asked.

I love you. I miss you. I don't want to leave. I don't want you to leave either. I want to be forever with you. I want you in days, now and ever.

'Tak, tak ada apa. Awak tidurlah.'

and he cut off the call.

I hugged the bear he gave me earlier this week.
I'm sorry Mr.C, I wet you three days in row.





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Assalamualaikum & Hello Peeps !

I'm hoping no one will find this blog.
I'm just expressing my feelings about my relationship here.

I went to sleep early that night.

And suddenly woke up in daze.

I reinstalled my Whatsapp app after uninstalling it the day before.

Just to check on him.

*Last seen on 19:33*

just a moment later, he went Online and I was like, damn. Hey you there, you don't know how much I miss you, right? I wonder.

I tried to make a call.

Actually, I've been missing his voice and I was hoping I can hear it even for a second only.

It's ringing there.

and,

'Hello'

I can finally listening to his voice, even the way he talked like.....hmm...

a question that I really want to ask,

'Awak nak saya betul-betul pergi?'

'Kalau boleh.'

and automatically tears streaming down my cheeks again, shit, shit. Stop it, I said to myself. I tried to control my feeling but argh. I hate this situation.

He insisted me to leave.

I have to accept that, don't you think?
Making efforts at time life this won't give any different.

'Ada apa-apa lagi tak nak cakap?' he asked.

I love you. I miss you. I don't want to leave. I don't want you to leave either. I want to be forever with you. I want you in days, now and ever.

'Tak, tak ada apa. Awak tidurlah.'

and he cut off the call.

I hugged the bear he gave me earlier this week.
I'm sorry Mr.C, I wet you three days in row.





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